well how excatly would you write a journal without the word I, me, myself, my....me? I mean common!!! A journal is suppose to be all about MOI. So, here it goes!
there will no longer be a me
myself
and I
no more jonathan!
well...not your daily doze of me ofcourse
I am setting flight to a new begaing, hopefully a new possitve and more achieveable life! Im having opportunities set infrom of me on a silver platter! I cant let this go! I mean, who lets go of what they've always wanted. I most certaintly am not letting this oportunity go! i am leaving some good friend behind and I'm pretty sure they all understand the good reason behind it! honestly I cannot wait to go but at the same time I hope my days left here wont go by as fast as they are slipping away right now, well, how it feels that it is. I love my friends dearly! where would I find another Shawn and another Alisha? NOWHERE! this kids are my life! I am who I am thanks to them! i will miss them both dearly! Shawn my right hand my best friend...like I have told him many times before...I am either really lucky or Gods favorite to have someone like him in my life. He's in my life for all the right reasons. My Alisha, she has always been my strong rock, my pillar to lean on when I need to rest the weight of the world on my shoulders.
maybe....
just maybe
I will not be able to handle it
and i will come back to reality....
because at the moment all this seems to perfect to be real
but I will grasp and hold on to it for as long as I can
oportunities come and go
and I cant let this one go!
wish me luck
you will be missed dearly!
love
jonathan.
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