WHY IS IT NEVER ENOUGH?

I saw the way he looked at them

why cant he look at me the same way?

I saw the way they

looked

talked

moved

and walked.

i tried

as hard as i could to be liked by him

i came out tonight...ready to show him that I was ready

show him that I am what he likes

a simple wave and a simple smile

it was all...all that accured between me and him

i was ready

more than ready

to get his attention

REFLECTION

REALITY

AND

REJECTION

i guess thats the way its got to be

i can change who I am

but I'll never be up to his expectations

one of my smartes moves yet

putting everything on hold


JUST FOR HIM!

it didnt change

not a damn'd thing

loser lose

winners win

i guess its all catagorized for everyone

even me

change who you are

but it wont change the mind of others

harsh reality

a slap on the face

and it made me realize

that I'm not for him.